However, in the last 3 months, I have been deviating from my diet on a regular basis. I would have pizza here and there, beer here and there, cake here and there. Here and there didn't seem to bother me so much - except that I did notice something with gluten consumption. Whenever I had too much of something containing gluten, I would get horrible heartburn for 24 hours! It's the worst!
On top of that, I have been recklessly & unapologetically eating everything for the past 2 weeks. We've gone on a few trips & eating healthy is hard to do at restaurants. Also, I have no will power.
"CHEESY BACON BAGEL?! SURE!" Yikes.
Ya know when you wake up in the morning & you look so thin? Your stomach is flat & you feel like a super model? That used to be the case for me everyday, but this week I have woken up fat as ever. My belly is literally misshapen. It's not even fat. I pinch my belly and there's no more fat than usual. It's actually totally full - solid as a rock! I can hardly button my pants & I look like I've entered my 2nd trimester in all my outfits.
Beside being a small planet, I feel awful! I never knew being fat felt so heavy & disgusting. I also feel groggy, slow and achy. I hate this! It's time to get back to the basics. Back to fruit & gluten-free eating. Back to calorie counting. Possibly exercising... (this is unlikely)